Today was a blue day. Yesterday was a blue day also.
Even though I see a therapist every month and I make time for self-care every day, these blue days still sneak up on me occasionally. Yesterday was even worse than a blue day, it was a numb day. You know the kind. You don’t feel sad or weepy, but you don’t feel happy or excited or anything else. You just want the day to end so you don’t have to NOT feel anymore.
How To Deal With Blue Days
The first thing you HAVE to do is give yourself grace. Don’t heap mom guilt on top of that already towering pile of yuck. Let yourself lay in bed if you can. Allow your kids to watch a movie. Let yourself cry. Usually, my numb days are made worse when I try to fight them or keep myself from going blue. But sometimes going blue can actually help me get out of the funk and back into the right mindset.
If you’ve seen Disney Pixar’s Inside Out, you know what I mean. When Joy steps aside and lets Sadness control things, Riley is able to get those feelings out in the open and let them go to some degree. My husband came in today to find me with half-dried tear stains on my cheeks. He asked if I needed a hug and I did. And you know what? It didn’t make the sadness go away immediately, but it did enable me to get out of bed, go downstairs, and eat dinner with my kids.
Prepare For The Days Before They Happen
My therapist gave me this excellent advice: Prepare ahead of time for the return of your sad days. Depression isn’t something you deal with once and then never again. Like clouds across a sunny sky, it will come back. Hopefully not as intense, but it’s good to be prepared just in case.
The ways you prepare for a blue day are dependent on you and what makes you most energized, fulfilled, or relaxed. Prepare a playlist on Youtube or Spotify with music that makes you feel like dancing. Have essential oils on hand which you can diffuse to improve your mood or energy levels. Talk to your spouse about what helps you so that he can partner with you. I can’t tell you how many blue days have been shortened by my husband recognizing them and sending me out for some self-care. You know the things that make you feel better. Make a list and keep it handy, because it’s not a matter of if you’ll need it but when.
Choose One Go-To Thing
Hands down the most difficult part of a blue or numb day is to peel yourself off the couch or out from under the covers and do that first thing. Once you’re up and moving, it’s often a lot easier to drum up the motivation to do another thing on the list. So find one thing that’s easy to do that will help you start. Maybe it’s the music playlist, and you can pull it up on your phone and feel the good energy flowing through you. Whatever one thing you can do, do it and move on from there.
It’s All About The Baby Steps
Your mental health is a delicate balancing act. Start small. Take one tiny step. Then another. Then another. You can do it! Even though you will fall back again sometimes, it’s okay. If you have to take that very first baby step over and over again, it’s okay. I’ve been there. I am there. You are not alone.
None of this advice will help if you haven’t managed your mental health. If you have more blue days than not, please reach out to a doctor for recommendations on a good therapist in your area. Therapists are not for crazy people! They are for hurting, exhausted, lonely moms who need someone to talk to. Don’t allow anything to keep you from getting the time and help you need.
If you find yourself thinking suicidal thoughts or wondering if your family would be better off without you, please ignore this whole list and call the suicide prevention hotline at 1-800-273-8255.
2 thoughts on “How To Deal With Blue Days: Not If, But When They Happen”
What a great post. thank you for sharing. I often deal with blue days and this is inspiring to me TY
I’m so glad I could inspire you, Stacey. Thanks for reading!